everything about her is efficient and clean
smells of soap and futon mats and children’s creative projects
in the rain room as the cool rains change our afternoon plans
black tights into simple black tevas and a subtle-logo black shopping bag
with a smooth leather strap shows her politics and intention
mine is less clear from my perch along the front windows with the other greys

and the youth that lives or works upstairs in corporate
all here are welcome
sean the glitching man next to me is getting a visit from local firemen
how long before he gets off the DNT list twenty four hours
we can’t take you to the hospital so where do you want to go
where do i want to go how will I get there pay for it and forgive my managers
all the managers in my short and lovely life it is time to release them
just like the girl muse object of desire and inflection point aimed at heaven

not end of life heaven
heart attack heaven

love I will never recover from

the loss

root chacra of life
red thread

energy of lifeblood

spilled again
redrawn into the needle
mix and alchemy
blood to money
gold
sex
love
magik

offering of the red thread
days without coming up for oxygen
and a glitch
a family feud

ruptures our rapture
paradise is lost
the apple and spark
become terminally ill
a void of both loss and comfort

alone I am without risk
unlimited

and alone

4-20-2027

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