I got scared. I’m behaving like my mom. She would duck and cover. I am not going to duck and cover. I’m going to work. Work at my craft. Find more focus in my actions. Even more focus in my creative process.
This is the moment. I will not get one day cuter or younger. I am not selling my bliss for a moment of worry and doubt. I can have doubts. This is not a good hedge fund. It’s not enough money. It wipes out my extra energy reserves and puts me “on the clock” for someone else’s profit.
Stop being afraid. Trust. Be bold. Be smart too. Keep applying for the jobs I am so well-qualified for.
Rather than…