seeking and finding

it had been an excruciatingly long day
*i’m tired*
there wasn’t much more to say about that
so many ideas
so many solutions
so many… wait
i cannot help
i can listen comfort cajole kiss
maybe
been working on this beauty since 1st grade
still on my radar
in a new light
single parents in their early sixties
don’t need any help from anyone
obviously
trying to put myself in her bed
feels a bit like go dog go
*what will they do up there*
i don’t know i don’t know i don’t know

i try to articulate my intentions
silence
write scenarios in my odd way
projecting and putting together plans
with a woman who runs off wolves
*i am no wolf*
*i am not hungry*
*i am a friend*
see how empty that sounds
inside her DMs
late at night
she can barely keep her eyes open
responding
is
almost like
a
commitment

10-3-24

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