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“How did I end up here?” I asked myself in my 50s. Today, in my 60s, I’m slightly dismayed I’m back. But the lesson is critical for me to learn at this point in my life. Corporate life, with the money, the new cars, and the ever-increasing monthly expenses, is not always the best path. 

“Hello, how are you today?” 

Let me answer my own question in stages.

Week one, I was a wreck. I did show up on time, well-groomed and ready to learn. Sometimes, that’s the best we can do. And as a neurodivergent human, I’ve got fluctuations. Just show up. Do your best. Don’t take the hard stuff to heart. This is a temporary position and not your future.

Week two, my personality began to bask in the community of people coming for healthy food. Colleagues were less accessible. My manager was great and reassuring. “Hey,” he said, “I’ve got a question for you. Would you be interested in leadership?”

Week three, where I am today, I’m feeling the possibilities. I got “Employee of the Week” last week. Yes, my mood is beginning to thaw. I’m not quite the life of the party, but I’m trending in the right direction.

“People have noticed,” my manager said.

“I’ve just been showing up,” I laughed. “And yes, of course, I’m honored. Thank you.”

“Keep it under your hat for now.”

“Always.”

Now, we’ve got a secret between us—ambition within the grocery store complex. Sky is the limit.

This may not be my future career path.

The hope I see in others,
becomes the hope I have for myself,
my life and my own journey.
– The Happy Cashier

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Summary: This piece follows the author, in his 60s, as he takes a temporary retail job and reflects on his past corporate career and current situation. Initially feeling like a “wreck,” he finds that simply showing up and doing his best is sufficient. Over the course of three weeks, his mood improves, he connects with customers and his manager, and is even recognized as “Employee of the Week.” The author finds inspiration in others and begins to see possibilities for his future, even if this retail job isn’t his ultimate path.