change of plans again

i have to choose between her and the cat
i soothe myself with cat memes cat hats cat memories
she is real, she is solid, she loves me in a way
making the decision is not a decision at all
more of a dull ache
for peter
the cat
harbinger of hope
blesser of laps
warm purr brown fur tucked tight above my head

01-01-24

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